Becoming isn't something I'm chasing anymore. It's something I'm learning to live.
Season 5 finds me in a different place. For so long, becoming meant growth, transformation, understanding my assignment, and learning how to walk boldly in what God was calling me toward.
Now, I'm learning to loosen my grip on the reins.
This season is about giving God full control—not just over the destination, but over the direction, the timing, and the way I get there.
I'm not trying to manufacture the next version of myself. I'm practicing what I've learned. I'm living the prayers, the lessons, the boundaries, the obedience, and the surrender in real time.
And living it doesn't mean everything suddenly becomes easy or beautiful. There is glory here, but there are challenges too. There are moments when surrender feels freeing and moments when I still want to grab the reins back. There are victories, questions, growing pains, laughter, faith, and the everyday work of continuing to choose what I say I believe.
Season 5 isn't about becoming someday.
It's about living it right now.
FROM THE CURRENT SEASON
How I Wouldn’t Survive an Apocalypse
Originally aired October 12, 2026
What started as a hilarious look at whether I could actually survive a zombie apocalypse became a conversation about something much more real: learning how to live when life no longer looks the way we expected it to.
Through zombies, questionable survival skills, boundaries, community, change—and a few completely fictional characters who somehow became part of the journey—this episode explores what happens when we stop waiting for our old life to return and begin participating fully in the life that's actually in front of us. Because becoming doesn't always happen through some beautiful, dramatic transformation. Sometimes it happens quietly, while we're adjusting, grieving, laughing, asking for help, setting boundaries, and simply figuring out what to do with today. Season 5 Episode 6
Looking back, this episode captures exactly what Season 5 means to me. I'm not talking about becoming as somewhere I'm trying to get to anymore. I'm living in it—with all the glory, uncertainty, laughter, challenges, surrender, and unexpected beauty that comes with it. Season 5 Episode 6